2moro exam is starting i am sitting right infront lehs i am so sad sia cause cant see nathaniel walk past i dont know what's wrong with me lahs i alr have daryl as my bf why do i still like nat lehs i seriously very confuse and dont know what to do abt it i only know that my true love is nat and not daryl and now i am forceing myself to like him but now i dont know why i have some feelings for him now i seriosly damn confuse last time i was with dion he is sec 4 this year and i think he is not my matach so i decided to break wit him but that time he sms me and pleaded me not to break and i tell him that we cant be bf abd gf we can only be korh and mei the relationship and he say okies so now he is my 'so called' brother hehes:) but now my problem is nat and daryl, daryl got gf which is priscillia my very good friend but i dont know why they break now they are not together and that time daryl confess to me that he like me and said that be wit me happier wit lia so i accepted but sooner or later i thought to myself why did i accepted him lehs my true love is nat not him so now i seriously confused GOD please help me to decide do i have to break wit him in order to be wit nat cause i also have to find out whether nat like me anot also but everytime he goes to the toilet come back alr always look into my class and somemore my direction he stare at me i stare at him then i felt embrassand he felt embrassed too i always have a feeling that he like me but why he just dont want to tell me boys are suppose to be brave what but why he so shy just like me lahs:) but dont know why everytime i see him rite i am loss of words serious whenever i am talking to my friend then suddenly he just walk past me then i forget what i want to say lehs aiya nvm lahs:)